Love is a strange thing

Hello all who may read this.
Yesterday and today was probably one of the best decisions I have made in my life. You know how I told that I had an amazing boyfriend for me :) Here is a little romantic advise, if you start kissing your significant other just because you or the other wants a kiss, rethink this special moment to see if you are ready or not. I thought I was ready, but I just wanted to be kissed. it didn't matter to me how it was done. So it happened, and since then he and I do not do things very much, or go out with other people. We talked about this very thing last night and it helped loads. Just rethinking what we had done, and what certain things mean. For example: what do you think the veil means on a bride and what it means to be lifted off the face of the bride. So we decided instead of being romantic physically so much, we decided to take a step back and go back to the original plan that we had...not kissing until engagement. Already it seems like the best decision we have ever made! Because we are more open to what God has for us, and not to focus on the physical parts of love. If you can love without being physically loving to each other, your love will probably withstand any trouble in life. Don't let it run you down if you didn't get a hug from your lover, because he may not always want to. I personally love hugs much more than any kind of kissing. :D It brings me to realize that you really have to be cautious in your love for one another. There is danger of crossing the moral boundary of intimacy when you are with them 'loving' them constantly, you never know what could become of this.
Stepping back every once in a while is a good thing in a relationship. Because then you can truly see what the other person is thinking and feeling. When you step back you are respecting what they want to do, and if you do the same there will always be that constant knowing that you can truly communicate with one another. Be honest, but be wise in every decision you make in your life, in love, and in the work God has given you. (Be ready for his surprises :D )   

God is Good

Do you ever have those days, where you just want time with God? Today was one of those days. After chapel today at school, I had a class so I didn't have time, but after that, I just wanted to sit in the sanctuary and pray and fast for things going on with me and my family, and my boyfriend. I opened up to Matt Chap 14:13 and it popped out to me in a way that hadn't ever before. It shows you have to start with the little things, before going on to become an truly mature and wise leader of Christ's Kingdom with the people around us. I think it's funny every time that I devote my time to God when I want to do something else....I just start telling myself, NOTHING..is more important that God himself. homework/life/ movies/games...those alll can wait. God wants you now, and always. He won't let you go, because he knows you, and you do not.
Sometimes we may think we know ourselves, but honestly we just sometimes bottle up what we don't want to know. You could be a really tough kind of jock person, but really....that's only how you grew up, and what the people were like around you. God can change you when he wants to, but also...when you are ready...Do not force yourself to grow up, or become a proud mature Christian person. Because He would rather come to him with a heart of a child...That doesn't mean act like a child, that's different. Come humble, knowing that all the decisions of life are in his hands.
All you need to do is give them to Him, and continue it everyday.
God will pour out his grace and mercy upon you, you just need to ask. Only six words. Lord receive my heart and future. <3 Good night

Sleeping what a blessing

This morning I forgot to get up for one of my classes, since my roommate was gone, it felt like Saturday, but it wasn't. I even remember talking in my sleep with one of my cousins...but that could be because it was 1:30 at night and I was exhausted. It was a good thing, because I needed it.
My daily devotion was "Don’t let yesterday’s failures bankrupt tomorrow’s efforts." It's saying don't let yesterday ruin your future. It's good that way because sometimes we forget what we may have done, and when people remind you of it, you feel embarrassed and ashamed that it happened. Here might be a laughing one for you. Last year...I think...I apparently slapped one of my best guy friends, I have no idea why I did it, other than he was egging me on to try it....and I did. What I didn't know was that some people around us saw it. It was reminded to me yesterday, and then I didn't feel very happy. I felt like crap. You may have done some strange things in the past, and maybe you still do them. If it has a negative affect on people I wouldn't recommend doing it again. Especially since it can affect your whole life. Enjoy life, but don't hate people or do strange things do enjoy. Have those people enjoy it with you! :D

Life is tough....can we laugh in it?

How do we live life without laughter? I'm just beginning a blog to see if it comes out alright or not. I may not always have something funny like my title says, it may just turn out to be regular life. But honestly, ok I'm courting this guy of mine, and he is just the funniest ever. Never fails to make me laugh or weird somebody else out. So hopefully I will have something in my life to make me laugh. For instance, my mother so stubborn and goofy. If you were ever with me and my family we are the craziest goofiest family ever. We do not care what people think, or try not to, because we need to have a joyous lifestyle since my dad has Parkinson's. Humor is the only way that he survives, and me as well. When I fall off my bike, I laugh rather than cry, because it is just a minor injury and plus....i hate tears lol. I watch a sad movie only 2 out of 10 times do I cry. I try hard to make donald duck noises but every one else thinks its weird....Oh well. My life...is crazy. :D